This has been a long overdue article
that I wrote, I couldn’t find any consecutive time to post it, I have been busy with
work and some health issue that needed more attention. Life has been vary
absorbing of late.
Past few weeks been the topsy turvy
journey. It was series of discouraging events. I took a deep breath whenever
trials lurk in. It’s not that I count my troubles but to recede the sensation
of being in shock, gutted and depress that weight me down. Sometime it’s just way too much to take, at
time tears welled in my eyes, heart run gallop, nerve twitched, blurry sight of
the sleepless night. World become vain and hopeless, What’s next, will be
greeting me every morning. It’s was like I was ready for the day call. I was
trying valiantly to be cheerful.
Part of my mind become wide awake
of what trials gave in. I can’t simply brush it away they may come and go as
they wish. Somehow I found trials gave me the courage to move further, to reach
further, to work harder, to think wiser, my mind generate positive/logical
thinking, generate ideas, It’s was Hulk moment, energy inject I turned stronger
out of ordinary, as for your know I wrote this at the crux of the matter. I acquire
the will power of resilience in that sense. I’m going to pretend that all
trouble in life is just a game that I should play as skillfully and fairly. Neither
win nor lose it doesn’t matter; I will laugh and shrug off my shoulders. Endurance
and hardship is the best lessons lives could give. We learn the hardest way.
If it’s were happen to be like
that, I’m okay. If it’s were meant to be like that I will be okay too, but deep
inside my heart, it was not okay at ALL but I learned that when the trials at
their highest its will bring us to another level.
I keep motivated by reading
positive notes, articles or anything that could lift up my spirit. I subscribe
to positive blogs or sites. I read tons of its. Upon my reading I found
everyone have their own hurdles in, I get motivated by how everyone struggled
and overcome the adversity in the right ways. I keep positive and believe that
when we stay positive the entire universe will in conspire too.
The other day I read an articles,
my eyes stay sternly at the one vary particular line said do not pray asking god’s to evaporate trials, pray and
asked for the courage to face life every challenging moment. I believe god
always have a reason of every events, it will make a really tough moment
mentally easier to handle. Instead of saying “why me?” I said “try me!”
I just wait for the end of the
path that I trod in full courage and overcome all the adversity in sense and
sensibility. I know he is watching over me from far above. I suppose I should be
grateful for everything that life passed
on me now.
