Ringer

I took a chance and spend the holiday like a boss today. I spend the entire afternoon watching 'Ringer' back to back episode. I'm so obsess with this American TV series. I know, I know it was aired way back in 2011. Its only hits local TV recently. If you haven't watch it, you should by now. Enjoy watching.

   

I miss .....

It’s been years since they gone, I miss every moment I spend with them, I miss their kiss, I miss their care, I miss their smile, I miss everything.

Back then life was a bit hard for my family, they would walk kilometers to transport some basic necessities for my family, just to make sure that we have enough food on the table, their support was never fail, I could not describe in any words for the love and sacrifice they made for my family they deserve more than anything in this world.

Bu Api & Bu Sia was the greatest person in my life. I grew up with the memory of their tender loving care, they always be there whenever we need them the most. I remember when I was a kid they wait for me over the weekend with loads of sweet treats that’s why we love them so much because they were sweet like chocolate.

I remember early morning Bu Api collected the best durian for us.

I remember they will bring me to town whenever I visit their home over weekend they will make sure that I have everything that I want, of course sweet treats and more treats.

I remember Bu Api pull out carton stock of his favorite fizzy drink Coca Cola from underneath their bed and share with us.

I remember their home would be like having a feast whenever we get together, 12 children and more than 50 grandchildren and great grandchildren! It’s like the entire town were having a party.

I remember Bu Api would play on his tape recorder before were going to sleep and he would humming along to the worship songs, we would fall asleep by his lullaby sound. I remember sleeping with them and wake up in the early morning to the sound of them laughing teasing at each other.

I remember Bu Api would wear no shoe whenever he goes out of the house to the orchard. He saves his shoes on special occasion. Whenever he does, he will be in full gear like a great gentleman. Bu Api a penny pincher!

Bu Api is quite yet funny person, I remember him naked swim in the river with us and came out of water covered his “birdie” with scoop of his hand, from behind we saw his sexy butt, as innocent kids we would laugh at him.

I remember I bought him a T Shirt, that would be my last encounter of him, mum said he would wear it constantly and asking about me, when would I be home…. I regret of neglecting his pledge.   

Bu Sia quite the opposite of Bu Api, she’s talkative. She talks all the the time in a good way. They were match made from heaven!

Bu Sia is charming, caring and generous person. She loves to give to the unfortunate people. People keep coming back to their home because both of them are very welcoming and generous in person. Their home often has visitors, grandma always make a serving, be it simple cup of coffee or proper meals they will make sure that every visitors would leave their home in full tummy.

I remember they will give everything and the best they have to the less fortunate people that visiting their home. Grandma once said that giving back to the unfortunate people is the glorious that one mankind could do because she believe that god will return the favor, she was right in her remark, they was never left penny less, they were bless in many way.

I remember Bu Sia as a loving person, whenever she meet people for the first time, she get click that immediate moment, she treat people with respect, people have no reasons to hate her.

I remember Bu Sia would carry me at night, I don’t know for some reason I am the crier kind of kids, whenever we visit their home, mum and dad would asked me to be on my best behavior. Probably I love the attention, I cried at night she would carry me and patting me until I fall a sleep. If we were to stay for many night, she would attend to me for the consecutive night, Poor grandma. Now I feel bad about it.

As time passed by I grew up living miles away from home, as a rebellious grown up lady I gave so much drama to the family to some point most of my decision are not the best, they loved me and bringing the best in me.

I have fond memories of them which I could not pen it down here, I miss them so much. Even though I don’t make the best in life but whatever they said is what I live by and carry in my heart till today, as their grandchildren I carry those memories with me which serve as a beacon for me to follow as I face life’s never ending challenges.

In loving memory Bu Api & Bu Sia